From the looks of it, I really don't think this blog is going to exist much longer.

Not that it really matters, I've hardly got the time nor the enthusiasm to blog anymore.

I've got a Tumblr account now. One that I made just for fun during the Dec holidays last year.

I'll browse through photos on other people's Tumblrs and if it appeals to me, I'll reblog it.

That's all I'm gonna do there. Yes, how fun.

School has been okay so far. I've been doing constant revision and studying after school nowadays. Yeah obviously my dad did play a role in ensuring I did so, but it was mainly because I felt so damn motivated all of a sudden. O Levels is just several months away, for god's sake. Of course I have to feel motivated, right? Malay O Level results on Monday. Feeling slightly jittery. I might have to drop Higher Malay if I get a B4 and below. I got a B4 for the exams last year. Hence, the jitters. ):

Anyway, I have no idea why I suddenly decided to blog today. I was doing History homework prior to this, actually. I also have no idea how I got sidetracked and ended up here but it's History. So yeah, big surprise. Can't wait for Verma's lecture tomorrow. And I'm sitting alone, hurrah. -.- Ended up drawing doves on my arm, in an attempt to make it look like this tattoo;It didn't work out so well. Firstly, I'm not that good an artist. Secondly, my marker and pen ran out of ink halfway. ): Guess I'm gonna have to try again harder, tomorrow. Hah. Why do I sound so pathetic?

Okay bye.

Okay if you actually bothered to maximize that, you'd realise how gross I am. :/ And our faces, well, ...

Haha I still rmbr the days when I was like "Faiqah! Faiqah! Come online quick I wna webcam!" cus I was so jakon at webcamming. -.-

Random update yahh.

I miss Haaziq. 2 more hours till he's done w work. Sigh.

Bye.

Okay turns out, my dad wasn't that angry. Not angry to the point of keeping my phone for eternity anyways. I've got my phone and freedom back, somewhat. I've been dutifully doing my revision, something I usually don't do during the holidays. I've not even been going out much. Pretty amazing, actually. :)

The poor boy is still sleeping. He's been working so hard. Did I tell you? No, I don't think I did. He got a job as a waiter at Swissotel the Stamford hotel. The pay's not bad. No, actually, it's better than not-bad. It's pretty damn good. But the hours are really bad. And he wants to work overtime summore. He'll get paid like a hundred bucks a day? More moolah means more gifts for the girlfriend kan? I gave him a loada hints but the boy is either very dense or he pretends to be. ):

Anyway, yesterday marked the 9 months we've spent together as a couple. I love you, Muhammad Noor Haaziq B Mutazah. We need to take more couple photos soon, pronto!!! GIMME A RING ALREADY AND NO I DON'T WANT ANY KEYRINGS. :)))) Hahaha kesian la that Haaziq.

K bye.

miserable.

I will not be blogging for a long while. My dad gave me a helluva scolding just now regarding my terrible results. He confiscated my phone. I'm not too worried cus I have a spare. But he took away my SIM/prepaid card too. ))): Is it worth it to go buy a whole new one? Leceh! New number, then I'll have to msg you guys. Haaais.

Bye.

release.

I'm really scared. I don't want you to go to Poly next year. I don't want you to go anywhere next year. I am a selfish twit cus I want you to stay in your untapered VS pants forever, so at least I feel reassured about you not being able to look at girls in school, cause well, there aren't any. You tell me I'm being silly, I shouldn't worry so much. Am I being one of those annoying possessive girlfriends? What's wrong w that, you've always been so possessive when it comes to me. Paranoid too; scolding me whenever I speak to another guy. I often complain, but on the inside, I love that. I love it when you say, "Why you talking to him? Tak sayang I lagi ke? Why must you always do this?" It's kind of annoying and senseless to the point that I want to strangle you sometimes, but it shows that you care. It shows that you're scared of losing me. Babe, I'm scared of losing you too. Hence, my reluctance to let you go to a co-ed school. I'm so full of crap.

You too, B. I love the crap that comes out of your mouth every single time we meet. I love how you'll crack the most hilarious jokes and seeing me laugh will then make you smile, and your eyes will crinkle. I smile, when you tell me how much you love it when I say how adorable your eyes are, cause nobody's said it before. I love how you breathe in my hair and touch my face softly and just look deep into my eyes, doing that cheeky little wink of yours. I love the way you make me feel, emotions ranging from joy to anger. We bicker like an old couple and I love that too! I love every single thing about you, even the weird stuff.

We still get pissed off cause of one thing or another but that won't affect us, babe.

I love you.

I think you're all kinds of awesome.

Planned to meet the boy earlier today to get some studying done. Yes, we met. No, we didn't study. HAHA what else is to be expected? Long time neh meet youknow. Rindu! So I went over to Toa Payoh and we tried studying at SC for a bit. Tak menjadi! His friends came over and there was construction being done on the table beside us (??) and Haaziq was yelling "Fuck la!" at every A Maths question he had trouble doing. I, on the other hand, was attempting some E Maths questions and I can't explain it but I feel so malu every time I study with Hzq! He veh mean youknow! "This question so easy!" "Omg you don't know how to do this?" Pfft. But nevermind, he so cute, whatever la. {:

Okay la, managed to get a teensy bit of studying done, Mac-ed for a while and we did the Monopoly sticker thingeh. So enthusiastic youknow! Muke dua2 (or maybe just mine) happy nk mampos pasting the stickers onto the gameboard haha! And we spent a few more hours after that just cuddling up cus it was (FINALLY!!!), a breezy day. Afterwards, I played with his hamster eyes and his hair. When I got tired, I lay my head on his shoulder like I always do. And we still held hands tightly even though they were sticky due to the humidity. And I felt like sleeping but I didn't cus that would be a waste of time when I could be spending every waking moment w Hzq. ):

Although we didn't really go anywhere, I still thought the day was great cus it was spent w you, sweet. O Levels or no O Levels, I'll stick with you. You're crazy to think I'd leave you just cus you wouldn't be able to layan me much during the O's! I understand. And I love you. Very much. Ala, cinta monyet? Maybe, if it is, I'm loving every second of it. Sayang you!

Hot, no?! Hahaheheh.

Hzq's totally into skateboarding nowwww. And from the number of tricks he can already do on his skateboard, he sounds like a real pro ready la. Much better than me, at least. I can't even do an Olie. ):

Went out w the girls today. No vivo, just TM. Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs 3-D turned out to be pretty good! I cried at the point when nobody cried. -.-

Anyway. It was fun.

K dah confirm, skipping picnic tmrw hehe bye